Roman, I agree with you. There's some people I push(ed) away and some I don't. It really seems to be the people I was closest to that I pushed away.

I can go a long time as well, without talking to someone. My best friend and I haven't spoke in 16 days (I'll stop counting eventually). Though in this case, I don't think I technically pushed her away....She simply walked out of my life. She assumed I'd call her and want to straighten things out---Needless to say, she is waiting for a call that won't be coming.