I never thought you were a "chick".....I knew you were a "dude".
All's good.
Jess.....Since the beginning of this thread of yours, you've later clearly stated that you've chosen to correct this path. You've made the wrong into right. I commend you on this.
You and your gf benefit from your lesson and your attentiveness toward correcting your mistakes.

Sure, 19 is still quite young, but sounds to me that you're on the right path.
Again, all is good. You have reason to be proud of yourself. Go with that.

I wish happiness to the both of you.

Shangrala