T: "Jacq, whats going on, what are those tears about?"
J: "I don't know"
T: "I think you do know."
J: *shrug*
T: "Ok, are you ready for this? It's going to sound weird but, I think that you really just need someone to love you and take care of you."

*bawl bawl bawl*



Why can't you hold me and take care of me T? You're all I have....

She did offer an appointment to me next week which I really appreciated.. normally I don't get to see her that often, and I go home for xmas soon so I need all the support I can get. I just want her to hold me and protect me and not let me go until I'm ready.