Thanks Tonih! It's strange, because I know I'm not an idiot, yet I still feel frustrated due to the fact that I feel as though I still haven't discovered my authentic self yet and I'm living in a high speed world which demands growing up ridiculously fast.

Thanks Bynzantine, I'm going to need that luck! Growing up with a rather conservative circle of family and friends, mental illness and even the mere request of assisstance was nothing but a blatant sign of weakness...

Just what would my life be like if I took that reach? I can't help but wonder, and I can't help but fear. I don't need anymore redicule from my peers and family as is.

Thanks Stephiifaye! Creative? You give me too much credit! I think complete weirdo would be a better name .

Hope to see you around as well!

~Monsieur