my father passed two and a half months ago. my brothers didn't even allow him to look on their faces before his death. one didn't even go to the funeral. my check paid for the expenses. then i find out that what little he had coming will be split between us three? i'm sorry, but that pisses me off! furthermore, they won't send me a check as funeral reimbursement until i give them the brothers addresses! well, hang onto theirs and let them do it themselves! i don't care about that. i care that once again it doesn't matter what i've done or how i've done it. ppl just keep taking pieces of me away. ppl that have for so many years. ppl that don't care! i feel as though i'm being screwed all over again. UGH!

i can't, i can't imagine even writing down his friggin address if i could get ahold of it. i can't know it. i can't know how close he is. i can't do this. they can shove the money where the sun don't shine.

kd