i can't, i can't imagine even writing down his friggin address if i could get ahold of it. i can't know it. i can't know how close he is. i can't do this. they can shove the money where the sun don't shine.

Don't do it.

Don't think about him at all. I don't know how much money it is Kimmy, but can it truly be worth your dignity and healing. No, I say.

Stay safe.

Try to think pleasant thoughts.

Hug little man and listen to him say,

"Mom, kiss me up."

Petunia