Ive told him and my GP but they have said that the only way I can remain in the RAF is to go back to work in some capacity. Its all such a mess too. I put in my notice in 11 months ago to leave the RAF because I was so angry with them. It is my firm beleif that they are responsible for my illness. Well, my notice period was a year and that is up on the 20th Nov. Also, I got banned from driving until June next year. I was a complete fool and drove while under the influence. I beleive that my illness was connected in this as I still cant beleive I did that, ive never thought about it before. To cap it off, I am a driver. So it puts a huge amount of pressure on me to be able to stay in the RAF. Ive now put in a form asking to resind my notice. Ive been told theres a slim chance of that happeneing due to my illness and lack of driving licence. Ive got to wait now for them to make a decision. If they get rid of me I dont know what ill do. I have debts and a roof over my head which needs to be paid for. I have no protection on my credit cards or loans because I got those while hea;thy and with the RAF full time. Even my shrink has told me im unemployable. Its such a mess. The airforce are now making it all 10 times worse