I have no idea what to do anymore my life is pointless, lets start off by saying that right now is the lowest I have felt ever in my life, I wish I could disspappear, Brenda and I are now through, I told that I love her and that will never change and she told me that she love Gareth and thats who she wants not me, so I told that we cannot be friends any more and that killed me I am now dead inside, on top of it all another friend of had an abortion today the father was another friend of mine and he only found out today and she told him it was a misscariage, I am so lost in this world that I hve no idea on what to do any more. What can I do?