Thank you Bill3! Its pretty awful. I am close to giving up on the whole thing.

Yes, I think we are into the 2 months (started in November) but we need to move house by January and I dont want to move to another house with him if we do not have a wedding date.

Yes, he is interested in continuing to live together (unmarried). I do not know if he plans to never get married or thinks we will get married one day as I do not know what to believe anymore. So I think I have a trust issue with him right now.

Yes, he still feels that he cannot live without me. And yes, I can generally rely on him.

So the answers are Yes to all 3.

And I missed him alot (though I was ok and able to have a nice time) when I was away.

I am going away tomorrow for a week and I think I have had enough. Going to a family reunion and he cannot come because of work.

For me, this is the end of the road I think - either getting married or splitting up. I have waited, like you said, a long time and I cant wait much longer so I guess now is as good as ever....

But it feels so final and sad... I feel I resent him for this situation which is not good for a happy relationship.... Any words of wisdom?