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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6
You can do this moonrise. I havent read your other posts today, but there must be something going on. How are you feeling?
You deserve to take good, gentle care of yourself and to be safe. Try to give yourself a safe evening and nurture that part of you that you want to hurt  |
I don't know what's going on. I feel like a switch has flipped, and I'm somewhere I really don't want to be. I feel out of control, like nothing really matters anymore. Usually I can get myself out of this funk in hours, but it's been going on since Monday.
The other day for the first time ever, I got drunk while my daughter was around. She didn't see me drink, and I just told her I was not feeling good. She was busy playing, but I feel awful. But I didn't cut. I didn't burn.
One day at a time. Today I can do it.