I'm having alot of anxiety off and on. My bf is going to a fly in fishing trip in Northern Quebec and where he will be there are no phonelines, I've never gone so long without talking to him, well 3 days, sad isn't it, selfish?

I was in rough shape last night, I was upset, crying alot, banged my head a few times off of the wall...Sad that my bf wouldn't understand the anxiety, worry and stress I was dealing with in terms of his trip.

The fact that it's a seaplane, not just that but I always want to make sure they land saftely etc, from friday until sometime monday I wont hear from him...

Alot of anxiety last night.. alot this morning when I woke up knowing i'd be going to my parents house and I wont see him until sometime next Tues-wed something like that.

God I hope I don't panic, I almost lost it last night... scared myself.