I am not out doing dangerous things. I am not running around naked or anything... I am still taking care of the kids, etc.

I don't know what I am trying to say... other than I don't appear manic.

I am spending lots of time being quiet and meditating. I don't know, right now I fell like I might cry.

Maybe I should have remained quiet and not shared all this. Maybe I have ruined it by saying too much...