Getting disability SSD is hard. I applied and was turned down many times, but the key is to keep appealing. If you give up you have to start all over again. If your doctors agree that helps, case workers can help, and you have to keep filing out those same forms over and over again. Be sure to make a copy of every page you fill out. Get copies of your medical records and keep them in a binder so you have them close by and organized. If the process gets to the point of you going before a judge, get a lawyer that is approved by SS. That way you will not be cheated out of your back pay.
It took me 7 years to win my case. I was very depressed through-out the whole thing, but now I am finally getting my life back. I will be praying for you. One last thing if you can work at all or have hobbies that bring in a little bit of cash, continue filing income tax reports on those earnings, because if you stop working or listing sources of any income, your SSD checks will be a lot less then your expecting. 1Girl