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Originally Posted by Raredreams
From the moment I read your message, I knew you were young. Sweety, why are you waiting for someone for 4 years? You situation is not a real healthy one.
The only think I can tell you is you need to move on. You are holding a dream in your head and the boy you met 4 years ago may not be the same now. If someone likes you or better yet...tells you they want to marry you...why wont they call you???????? or come and visit you often, propose....etc......
Keep asking yourself these questions and you alone will come up with the right answer for you. Its hard to let go of someone you love.....I know
Good luck,
Rare
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Yeah I'm sorry. I know it sounds like a stupid teenage thing. And I know it sounds like I'm in denial. But theres a lot of detail I didnt put in here. And you know what, I dont really care, I believe its worth it. And he doesnt, because he doesnt have a phone. He's 21. Sooo we kind of cant. And he lives 2 1/2 hours away, and with his situation its too much to ask of him, which I realize and understand. But its fine with me, because it doesnt matter to me when people have these instant reactions to this. I know whats going on. You would just have to be in that situation to get it...Idk because I'm not going to stop trying at something I really believe will happen. No, Im not saying Im hanging on the fact of getting married to him, that was something he said years ago. I know. But yes, I do know that he does love me in that kind of way. Anyways, basically, I'm not giving up, because this isnt some stupid little long lost summer love. Its real. And I know it.