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Originally Posted by treehouse
it's so bad i almost don't want to live (not a sui threat, going to stay here with my boys). it's just to look inside and let myself see the disgusting, dirty, gross, fat, ugly, unacceptable, repulsive, unworthy, unwanted, untouchable person that i really am is so painful. and sickening. i almost can't stand it.
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((((Treehouse))))
These feelings are old feelings which are UNTRUE. I think maybe you have to feel them in order to let them go. As the feelings work their way out, they will be replaced by new experiences and new truths. The day will come when you look inside and see the beautiful, sensitive person that you are.
Hang in there, Tree.
