okay, so I posted about this a couple months back. But, I seemed to let things maybe get a little out of hand. I met a guy online here actually, and we started talking alot (mostly about our problems that we face during everyday life) and started talking more and more. I understand that when you talk to someone about your problems it becomes very intimate because your sharing things you don't share with everyone. He knows my deepest and darkest secrets, and I just really trust him a lot.

Recently, though I have been feeling like he forgot about me or doesn't care about me, when he doesn't come online. I tell him this, and then he thinks i'm making him out to be the bad guy, when really he isn't. He has a life and a family and can't be online every time I NEED him. And I know that, but still in my head i can't get it out that I think he doesn't care about me. I just think it's gotten to a point where I am TOO obsessed with him. I don't think this is good for me. I don't want to cut off all connection with him, I just want to make things better for me so I am not constanly thinking about him because its interfering with my love life. I feel like I have someone who I love, but technically I don't. He has a wife and kids, he has someone who he loves already. But I am going through a rough patch where I need someone to love, but can't find the right person. I feel like he is taking that place, but being in love with someone online is not easy and doesn't feel right. I haven't even met him, how can I be in LOVE with him. It just doesn't make any sense and I am stuck!!

Help please!!!!

sorry I don't even know what I just wrote so sorry if it gets a little confusing.