Not worth much of anything. Not worthy of much of anything. I just am. Don't know why I'm even here. Maybe I shouldn't be.
These are lies, right? I hope?
I cut right below my right breast--easily hidden under the bra. I need to feel pain. I dont feel worthy of anything else. If I can make my outsides match my insides...then nothing happens? Rambles, rambles, rambles... I want to slice up every part of my body. I ****ing hate myself. I don't know why. I don't have any reason to. I just do. How stupid of me...

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