Hi Dani- You got some really good responses here. I'll add that Im glad you took the risk and called. I hope you can go in sooner, maybe even schedule for this coming up week? I have found it helpful when the words dont come to read T something. Maybe print your post out and read it to her. I have found that if I write it out, all of it, whatever I want to her to know, its there in the letter and when I go in, the pressure is off of me to find the words on the spot if I have it all written out. Even if you begin with asking her to please help you find the words. T might even be able to tell if you are editing as you speak, so she might pick up on subtle fears you might have about her knowing certain things you have written. I remember my previous T asking me, why did you edit as you read?

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