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Dec 10, 2009, 11:45 PM

So today my T came to the conclusion that I simply need more help then he can provide.

I told him I'd be willing to at least try seeing someone else, see if I like them first...

it just... makes me a little sad is all...

I was annoyed because apparently he has been worried about me because my parents kept on canceling my appointments (that I didn't even know I had!) he thought I got really sick or something... I really don't want him to worry about me, it's nice to know he cares that much but I don't think I'm worth that.

speaking of parents...they will probably want to know why he'd be referring me to another T (and why he wants me to see whatever T he'd be referring to once a week.Considering they canceled my appointments left and right when he wanted me to go every other week) but that's not a conversation I want to get into. I'm worried about that.

He still is suggesting medication for me even though he knows how strongly I feel against it.

aaaand that was pretty much today's session. Excluding the part with him reading my journal about body memories and flashbacks of CSA and well... other stuff like that