(((((((BNLsMOM)))))))) Dear, I don't think there is any problem with your being worthy. You're worthy enough for me to talk to you, as well as the others here

Now for not so fun: Hon, you are getting pretty up there, and the "shhhhh" you heard might be yourself trying to calm you down. No insult intended. Been there myself. I could get the best thoughts and ideas... I'm just a bit concerned. I know you are a little leery of your p-doc, but maybe you can discuss your concerns about her with your therapist. I know you are very confident of your therapist and his ability to clue you in, but in a way, two people helping you out is going to be better than one. Huggs, dear, and hand one to your hubby and son too.