Ditto on the negative talk TS. It's really not good for you and it doesn't even do any good for anyone else. Take a deep breath, keeping an apartment clean is NOT the biggest priority in your life, so stop focussing on it because it's something your having trouble doing? (((((((Turquoise))))))))). Let the guy do some of it. Put yourself in a hot bath and let yourself vege a bit. Huggs and spoinl yourself.