@AAAA
I used to write powerfully insightful work when I was taking meth but that didn't make it good for me. Everything comes with a price especially when it comes to introducing powerful chemicals into your body. I'm not questioning your judgment because I am not in your situation but I feel my side needs to be considered.

@farmergirl
That kid you describe that was me. I was the kid that would throw his desk across the room as school because I was bored. I seethed and raged with a personal energy that sometimes consumed me. What I learned though was that I possessed a certain genius and that my mind simply worked differently than everyone else and when I learned to understand myself I have been able to use that to my advantage. I was told that I would need to be on medication the rest of my life to be able to have any life. I got custody of my daughter, finished college and became successful without drugs.