Sometimes we let our emotions RULE, I do this all the time, my house is still messy yet I have cleaned it somewhat; I try set boundaries up with my emotions, and I too, have been broken, very broken.....what kinds of things work to mend you? activities you once enjoyed? I put myself out there with my career with teaching children, and it has made me happy to the point of once again tackling getting my home neater, my schedule of sleeping back to normal also..

I hope and pray the brokenness can be mended; that your heart will heal; only you can make this a reality, but I am hoping and praying for you..