My episodes lately have been just huge, scary rages. I hate them because I feel like I'm watching myself yell and throw things, wishing I could stop but feeling like a helpless bystander. In the past, I've been overly flirty and tended to be very promiscuous. I'm also currently trying to pay down thousands in credit card bills racked up during an episode. I will get fixated on a particular author and have to read every single book they've ever written NOW, or a tv show or movie and know way more than anyone should know about it.

And I'm glad I'm not the only one who has a ton of hobby stuff!