because you wanted to realse the pain sweetie..

as long as you do not do it anymore you are ok. .

if you still do. talk to me.. I will try to help you. as much as you can..

I still have the scares too, I look at them and look at the instrument I use to use, and Ihave it on my mantle now, and it scares me to hell and back..

so i understand the feelings you are in right now..

Talk to me ok.
if you need to pm me.
I am here ok.

Dragon