A bunch happening now, Been out with a sick back this week. Lots of meds and in bed. Not fulfilling my work obligations. Worried about that let alone my pain status. And now, I have been on here more this week and I feel like a naughty chuld who doesn't belong. It is so much more comolicated but yoy get tge drift. I am doped up, lost, scared, alone ans pissed off.