(((((Monty))))

We have the feeling that the glass mirror is broken into pieces, we are parts that are away and separate from each other . There's a sadness within- if they were to be all found that they wouldn't fit together and be a whole.

T has helped to try to bring communication but each one of us still goes their separate way, each part has a special appointment that came because there was someone needed and she stepped up to be born for the challenge. There isn't a central part because all were born because of adversity - starting a new part's life. When life was too hard for a part, instead of dying- a new part was born- and it happened again and again. i really want there to be a central connection but there isn't one.
We've used a campfire to meet at and there's a cabin with bunks but it's not the real place because there isn't any - it's a 'time-out' vacation place just for meetings. The real place is in the real world. Most of my parts live in the real world now or they have lived some time before. Some have been too hurt and are inside always to be protected from living outside forever i think but we don't have an inside system but an outside one. Inside is kind of a protective safe room the hurt ones always stay in.

It's confusing having no unified outside life. We're working with T to communicate and try to get things less confusing to live.

Kimmy, i love your lighthouse. It's beautiful.

tears.

kerria