It makes sense that this would be happening to you now, mixedup. You just finally finalized your divorce. You are on the path to healing, you are changing, you are growing, you are becoming something new. During those times, I think it's normal to all of a sudden feel that you can take on the world. The truck incident is maybe a little concerning, especially if you were in danger and not protecting yourself due to your rage.. But overall I think this risk-taking sounds healthy and a natural response to life changes! In the same way that college students start experimenting during this very transitional period.. in the same way that people have mid-life crises and leave their jobs and go backpacking in Europe.

I am glad you are having these adventures! You probably want to talk to T if you're concerned, for instance if you are concerned that you will get a tattoo that you will regret, or you think this impulsivity is dangerous to you in some way.