(((((Tree))))) I am sorry things are so hard.. don't apologize, it's healthy to reach out here, and we are here to help and to support you when we can, like you support us when you can.

And I am SO proud of you for reaching out to people in RL!! I am sure T is going to be SO incredibly proud!! Did you tell him? How did your H and your friend react? Were they supportive?

This is so hard.. I am sure you are having a hard time, but you are so strong that you were able to disclose -- you knew it was time to tell the people who love you most. Oh but it is still so hard to be exposed.. and that exposure is in RL now, not just locked away in T's sacred room.

You are strong. Drink tea, journal, call your T, get a massage, breathe, color with your boys, practice good self-care. Just a reminder, tree, to take gentle care.