I recently found out my fiance has be sending sex-emails with several different people, as well as has a profile on an adult sex site. He said it was only through through email and im's . That it was because we have sex only once a week. That he understands that I have issues with sex (due to being raped several years ago). He said he didn't want to push me to have sex more but he need it. He said it wasn't cheating cause it was only words and he never said I love you to any of them. I don't know how to feel or what to do. I've had trouble looking at him and not wondering if he was thinking of someone else. I feel lost and alone. I don't have any real friends to talk to about this. He wants to just forget it ever happened. I need to get it out. Thanks for letting me vent any advice or thoughts are welcomed. For know I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep.