(((((((zoo)))))))

I am so sorry you are going through this terrible tough time. These flashbacks sound so incredibly painful and disorienting.. I know the trauma work is so hard. You are clearly so committed to your healing, and that impresses me.

And so, thank God for a wonderful T who is there for you while you work on your healing. I am so glad you have that - it gives me so much hope for you - with a T like this, true, deep healing is possible. It's wonderful that you're able to work hard with her and get so much support from her end. I am so touched by how much she cares for you.. she is showing you she will be able to give you the support you need -- that you will be able to get through this trauma work, together -- that she will not let you down when you are at your most vulnerable.

Let's hear it for wonderful, caring T's!!