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Dec 11, 2009, 11:41 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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Thank you everyone. Since posting yesterday your words have helped bring my mood up at least a little whenever I read them. Thank you for that. 
I wrote in my journal tonight, and though the entry is pretty negative the reflection after writing that cleared my head alot.
I realized that the main stress is coming from the troubles locating an apartment to live in. I have been narrowminded, and telling myself "If you can't find a room mate for this place you can't afford it so you have to live in the dorms". However after running the figures this place split between just my boyfriend and I is LESS than the dorms. It's MUCH more than what I'm paying for rent right now which is why I'm so hard on myself. But i'm NOT sleeping right, I'm not functioning right, and some of that is due to lack of space and lack of a seperate BEDROOM. We simply need more space.
Realizing this makes me feel better.
There's much more on my plate, but we'll see.
Journal entry if you're interested: http://turquoisesea.livejournal.com/11655.html
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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