Mini Moo - I used to block things out and get depressed. I still do...But I'll live with it. Thanks, I try to fight in a good way.

AuburnSunshine - That's though...Knowing your ex-husband didn't want any photos..Especially of the kids and the things they made for him. I agree..Not sure why someone would do that and I'd never be able to rid myself of at least the happy times. Life can be tough but I could only assume things can get better. I guess if she considers all of that trash, that's on her. I refuse to beg for her to stay anymore..and refuse to beg for her not to throw the stuff away. I always called crying saying I was sorry (for whatever I did, or she thought I did)...But I'm never gonna do that..with anyone anymore. I'm not going to let someone else decide my happiness...I'm going to decide my happiness even if that means alone.