im sooo over life an everythin its throwin at me... i sit back an i think hmm is this happening to try an make me stronger??? is this happening to try an push me over that edge?? i duno anymore all i do know is it ISNT making me stronger and it IS pushing me closer an closer to being over that edge.... did i/we do something to deserve this to be happening to us? if so what? what could we have done that is soo terrible to make us deal with this crap?
its almost as if im in a plane on the edge ready to skydive yet there are no cords or parashoot, an all im waiting for is the air to just suck me outta the plane..... oh jeez im so over everything in life an what its bringing....