Thank You lonegal! Your words really mean alot, After thinking it over the past 2 days, I realized I dont care if I got hurt emotionally. Hope this comes out right, Of course I care about myself and taking care of myself, and it hurts I wont lie but in my heart I just wanna help him, you have to llok at the whole pic and I realized I know him, What type of person he is and I know he never hurt me on purpose, It wasnt his fault, he is struggling with things, The Greater pic is Even with what happened, to Be there for him because thats what friends do for each other. Through thick and thin, pain and happiness. Im not going anywhere.