and confused. The crash came and I wasn't even sure that I was high.

I am taking it easy today and resting. Talked to T and he knows everything that happened this week.

I am safe on my way down. Mixed today and hoping to avoid the bottom.

Almost gave up on meds because I decided that they were poisoning me and would cause some kind of brain damage. I made a promise to my T that I will take every dose as prescribed.

I am going to be working on that for a while.

Thanks to all who posted on my other threads and to all who read them.