It's a long story.But all my life my family has treated me like the black sheep of the family.I don't see my family much.Just on holidays.Which i hate being around them then.If i had clolse friends where i live.I'd rather spend the holidays with friends then family.But my 2 best friends live in Cali and i live in IL.Spending the holidays around my family is my last choice.I go only because i don't want to stay at home alone.My family treats me like dirt.Most of the year i never hear from them.They act like i do not exist.Plus if i say anything about their behaviour they make lame excuses.2 of the excuses are that they are busy or they think i'm busy doing my own thing.Also my aunt talks behind me back.I have over heard her say stuff about me.Like i will be in another room or the bathroom.She must think i can't hear her.She calls me stupid and ugly.She thinks her 2 daughters are way better looking then me or any other female.But her daughters dress kind of slutty and wear way to much makeup.Her oldest daughter hangs out at bars every weekend.The oldest daughter and her mom wonder why she is not married yet.She hangs out at a bar.Most people don't find a good man or women at a bar.I'm not putting people that go to bars down.But i have never know anyone that meet their loved one at a bar.I also have problems with my mom and older sister.Most in my family are snobby.They look down on people that don't make lots of money.They are into superficial stuff.Then there is my brother.Love him but don't see him often.Plus he wants me to get along with my mom and sister.When he do's not get along with them himself.Mostly i get put down by the majority of my family.I'm single and 39.So family members give me a hard time about not being married yet.They also give me a hard time about being a tomboy.I don't wear makeup often or wear dresses often.I'd rather just wear a tee shirt and jeans.Plus i'm into 2 sports and rather watch baseball and college basketball than hang out at the mall.I actually hate shopping.My family always dresses up and tries to impress everyone.I can't wait till the holidays are over with.I wish my family where not such big jerks.I know people with more money then my family has and those people treat me better then my own family do's.