does anyone else feel like? i always avoid looking at people or letting people look at me. i am so afraid of people judging me i realized lately how out of control i let it get. and when i am talking to someone face to face i find it so hard to concentrate on what they are saying and all i think about is if they are judging me. im not anti social i never used to be at least but i definitely try to blend in i dont like to me noticed. i cant stand being judged i just want to cry all the time