I Hhave left the papers with him... Told him I need them back by Tuesday at the latest as I want to have them filed with the courts before Christmas. Until I get the court order I can't re-finance the house in solely my name.... So it's in his best interests to get it done ASAP..

I txt him yesterday... Saying that I can't talk to him, see him, email him or txt him while he is still with her... I added that I know he will regret his decision one day and that I just hope it's not too late.

Honestly I don't think I could take him back, he's hurt me too deeply and I would me an insecure mess if we got back together... If he could do this once then what's to say it wouldn't happen again and again...

The *****y side of me wants him to have regrets... come to me and me to turn him down... But I think that after the pain he has put me through e would have the guts to tell me that he waned it anyway...

Thanks JM for the kind words

I think the meds aren't the sole cause of the feeling sick... I weighed my self this morning and I'm down to 43kgs.... at 5'2"..

I am eating but it's not making any difference!