Hi FireBird...congrats on graduating with honors...I have not been able to do that. Maybe you can find work as a meteorologist? Can't beat doing what you love for a living? So a few things need attention. Like your mom being sick all the time and your family needing a new car. Here is where it gets hairy...you seem smarter than most...I think maybe telling a pdoc would help a lot. Have you thought about that? I think it would help you see things clearer. I do not hate you...