No I mean I really think it's getting obsessive. First thing I think of when I wake up is her, if I check my facebook/myspace, I always make sure I check hers too. I went to a restaurant, a bar, a movie theater, walked by the majestic, and just a certain street in the city and all bummed me out to hell since they gave me sharp memories of her. I don't know what to do anymore, I tried to go to the city today to get my mind off her and all of this but all it did was reinforce it. Sitting here staring at my phone thinking one call won't hurt... Bleh I dunno.
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