I feel good about wanting to make changes even though I am afraid (Did I say that?!). Actually, I'm not sure that I *want* to make changes, but I know that I *NEED* to. It is because of that in my conscience and friendly encouragement from others that I did go to that appointment yesterday--and why I made that dang verbal agreement that I'd keep going back for at least 4 months. The place triggers me and I get angry. I can't help it! I can only hope that I can get at least some understanding from the pdoc office.
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