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I'm very sorry for your loss and you're right, you do need to talk abou your feelings - this is a good place to talk. It's normal to feel many different emotions and it's natural to want to understand why someone makes this decision. Unfortunatley we can't always find the right answers - we can never know what went through their minds. I lost my brother to suicide a year and 8 months ago and I went through many different emotions. I also lost a friend when I was 18 - to suicide.
I understand what you said about being a mom and never considering the possibility. I'm a mother, the sole saregiver as well and I could never imagine leaving them. But we need to realize that they must have been very sick and not thinking logically so they were incapable of making good decisions. When it first happened to my brother, at first I didm't want t believe it and I thought maybe someone killed him. Has that occured to you since there wasn't a note? You can also PM me if you would like to talk. It's good to talk about your feelings but sometimes we can never understand why - we would need to be in their shoes to understand that. I hope you feel better.
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Last edited by bebop; Dec 16, 2009 at 01:27 PM.
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