(((BNLsMOM)))
I pulled a quote from a previous thread...
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There have been times in my life when I thought I wasn't worthy of or even worth much. Those days are over. I choose them to be over.
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It sounds like the interaction with your husband is triggering issues of self-worth. He says he is out the door if you don't take your meds -- which is an unspoken, but direct judgement about your worth.
I know your wrote the words above when you were feeling better, but remember that they came from YOU. They came from that beautiful soul inside who is still there.
You *are* valuable. The ideas you shared here on this board are all good ideas, and IMHO you did some really great work by being so open and willing to explore how you were feeling. I'm sorry your H is not being supportive, but you don't have to take on his negativity. His negativity is his problem, and not something I would even attempt to engage right now.
Be gentle with yourself, BNLsMOM.
Much positive and supportive energy for you!
