Doctors! grrrr today I had my friend come with me because of all the conflicting info and advice I am getting from Dr's. I go to one and they say do this and take this I go to the next Dr. and they say oh no do this and that and take these. I go to my primary who says i don't want you on those meds take these.
This morning I went to the first Dr. who got upset I am not following his routine -- I told hime the other Dr's orders and he basically told me I have to listen to whom I trust and if it is not him then go to the doctor whose orders I am listening to. -- well each dr has their own specialty and won't dare cross the line.
I told him I can't sleep due to the pain and he tells me you need to see the primary i don't deal with sleep issues.
My primary tells me with the meds the neurologist has you on you really need to see him and the neuro says sorry I'll be back on Sept 1st. i feel like the dr's think i am this controlled drug seeeking addict -- no one wants to give me any pain killers because they feel i am already on enough.
yesterday or the day before there was a posting about who you would like to spend a day in your shoes or something THE DOCTORS
I am in pain, pain, pain, cannot sleep, getting depresseed, having flashbacks and nightmares constantly not just about the acident but about past childhood issues also. I cry hysterically at the drop of a pin (I do not repeat do not cry) but that seems all I do and I cannot stop it really is horrible I will be sitting here talking on the phone with a friend and all of a sudden I will start crying for what seems nothing.
tomorrow is the mammo and sonogram on the breast lump -- i cannot believe how anxious and fearful I am of this appointment --- i feel like a little kid.
Boy did I ramble sorry. talk to you all later take care and thank you
Vanna