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Originally Posted by elliemay
Sometimes suddenly taking risks can be an example of para-suicidal behaviour and should be taken seriously. For instance, the above mentioned reaction to the truck - IMO it is not a rational response to feel rage when faced with a head on collision, rather fear would have been a more appropriate reaction.
I am by no means saying that you are suicidal or anything like that. You may in fact simply be fed up with constantly being afraid - something I totally understand. However, I would encourage you to discuss these new behaviours with your therapist to help determine whether you are, in fact, fed up or there is another process in play here.
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Thanks, Elliemay....I am going to raise this with my T this week...I do not want to die. I have a beautiful young daughter who needs me. But I do have these phases....scary phases....that I hope will not lead to anything serious....I definitely need to raise this with T. I'm just afraid of "doing the work" that's needful to get me through all this. *sigh*