Last night I was over at the house of this family who shows genuine love towards me. We ate dinner, played scrabble, and watched a movie together, and I actually laughed! It's rare these days that I spend quality time with others who care about me, and laugh. Laughing is such a good medicine. It feels good to connect some with others. Hopefully this pattern continues...hopefully I start to trust others and open up more, when I feel comfortable. Having fun seems pretty necessary, and I'm glad I stuck around for the movie and allowed myself that opportunity.