I am just down right he angry. Went to the Pdoc for the 1st time and he told me my meds were all wrong and that I was very much bipolar not just in a depressed state. Felt so hopeful. After just a couple days on new meds...but....it has only gotten worse as time has went on and know I am back to hating my family and being mean. Just talked to Pdoc again on friday I guess I will be calling again tomorrow. He can't take me off everything at once and I know that this all takes time but, my gosh I may hurt somebody or somebody may hurt me soon if I don't get some good drugs very soon.