Well I mentioned towards the end of our therapy session today about the ex that is back around the area. She thought it was strange that he came back after he threatened me etc, and didn't make a very good effort at keeping off the 'friendship'. She said it would be in my best interest to cut the ties from him, wash my hands after all that with him and his suicide attempt after I broke stuff off. Obviously I am not comfortable really knowing he's returned but he hasn't contacted me yet, he never phoned yesturday. Everytime I heard that phone ring I thought o ***** it's him, but it wasn't.

My pdoc thinks that his intentions aren't likely a reason to see him. I don't know, the whole spider and the butterfly theory that I wrote about my abusive ex? Well I'm afraid of that web again I think with this ex...