I believe I have a lot to offer and have many great qualities. I was never modeled what a good relationship is and mine have lack boundaries, good communication, support, etc. I have been working really hard to right my wrongs, change my patterns as this is destroying me literally. I have lost 2 marriages and rarely see my daughter do to what seems to be my infidelity. I have always longed for a great relationship and family, but now I fear all is lost that no one will give me another chance and take a risk on me due to my lack of being faithful in the past? I hope I am wrong but wonder why anyone would take that risk? Would any healthy women date me or ever marry someone with this history? I still sometimes can't believe I am in this position in life. Thanks!